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27 May 2008 @ 01:41 pm
Every end is another beginning.  
It's all coming to a close so quickly. I have one half-hearted week of high school left, and then it's gone forever. The friends, the classes, the life.... I know college will be a blast. I'm excited for it. But I was really getting used to high school.

I'm making progress in my life. On Sunday, I took a big step. For the first time, I actually told a guy I liked him. Well, not a guy. The guy. I told Tyson I liked him. Of course, the text essentially went like this:

"Okay, so I know you know I like you. I really like you, Tyson. And I was pretty sure at one point that you liked me too, but now I'm not so sure what you think of me. If you just like me as a friend, that's totally fine. I just need to know the honest truth."

His reply took a few minutes, but it came. "It's true i did really like you and it's not that i don't like you now, but i like you as a friend." And then he said he still wanted to be friends, really good friends, and we could still hang out and stuff. It was a huge relief, finally asking him about it. Last Tuesday, a friend had told me she asked him, and he had prettymuch said that. It was heart-crushing then. But talking to him about it was good. I can do friendship. :)

Our Prom pictures are way cute, though.

I'm hanging out with Rob on Thursday.... And Zac's in town again, so we might hang out tonight. Senior Dinner Dance is Saturday. I spent all weekend texting Brett. He was my coach. He helped me through the whole Tyson thing. That kid always knows what to say. He's this insane asian who's super-talented and seems like a total goofball, but is truly one of the most amazing people I know. I value this sudden, random friendship I have with him. I texted him till three in the morning Saturday night, planning out how I would text Tyson. Then I made him stay up while I unpicked the hemming on my choir robes and skirt till midnight last night. lol. It's always nice to have someone to talk to. He's a good someone.

Well, that's all I can think to say. If you guys have any questions about my life lately, ask away! I'd be glad to tell you all! lol.

To think how much I've grown this year. I'm pleased, still unbelieving, still needing growth. Thinking about college, I feel so young and immature. Am I ready for it? I guess I'll have to be. It's coming.

It's coming.
Current Location: hillcrest high school
Current Mood: peacefulpeaceful
Current Music: "Dirait-on" -Les Chanson des Roses
call_me_chiharucall_me_chiharu on May 27th, 2008 10:03 pm (UTC)
You'll fit right in, doll. :D

Way to tell la boy! As soon as you graduate, though, you have to start doing it in person. :P

and PLEASE let me see prom pictures!!
neppiechan: calmneppiechan on June 2nd, 2008 01:42 am (UTC)
Haha, good. And yeah, I know. In person, oi.

Okay, as soon as I scan them I'll email them to you!
mishanoke: darlingmishanoke on May 27th, 2008 10:18 pm (UTC)
You are one in a million, Nep. You should post more, I'm always blown away by what you have to say. I promise you'll like college more than high school, too! It'll take a couple months, but everything will fall into place, just keep having faith. The Lord puts you where you need to be.

Love you tons!

p.s. will you email me your family's address? I have a thank you note I need to send but I lost your address. ;o;
neppiechan: snow heartneppiechan on June 2nd, 2008 01:43 am (UTC)
Yeah, I should post more! Maybe this summer, lol. Woohoo, college! Heavenly Father does have a plan for me, so it should work out.
thetriad125thetriad125 on May 27th, 2008 11:45 pm (UTC)
Yay for BYU-ness. Have you decided on what you want to study?

Sorry things didn't work out 100% perfectly with Tyson. Sounds like you have a lot of guys in your life, though, and heaven knows there will be plenty more down the road!

Asians are hot. You should date one *hint hint*.

neppiechan: umbrellaneppiechan on June 2nd, 2008 01:44 am (UTC)
I want to go into Graphic Design, if I can. It's a limited enrollment major and BYU is so competitive. I'll just work hard and pray, and if it be His will, then it'll happen!

Haha, date an asian. Actually, we have a list of things we're going to do this summer. I won't be saying goodbye to him for a while!
A cross-engraved notebook: Chaselryca on May 28th, 2008 03:56 am (UTC)
Been a while, huh? XD

Anyway, the life you have before you will be long- I'm sure you'll be able to grasp this concept when you enter college. You'll experience and learn a lot of things that may be good or bad and you'll become a better person for it.

Also remember that at the end of the day, no one else will live your life for you, so live. (Though so far, I think you're doing a good job based on what you wrote. :) )
neppiechan: winter roadneppiechan on June 2nd, 2008 01:46 am (UTC)
Awww, Lryca! I love you! It has been long. Too long. And thanks. So much. You're an inspiration. <333
akpounceakpounce on May 28th, 2008 06:09 pm (UTC)
*HUGS* So proud of you. Can't believe how fast time has gone by.. i miss you!
neppiechan: let it snow hatneppiechan on June 2nd, 2008 01:47 am (UTC)
I miss you too! We need to do stuff this summer. I love you so much! *hugs*
akpounceakpounce on June 2nd, 2008 02:00 am (UTC)
Definitely need to before I get too big to get around! :D